that art i did...

how i spent my weekend

friday
1pm i met up with my friend D. and his uni friend M. we hang out
2.30pm we meet up with T. and his bf L. we eat. we hang out
3pm we meet up with C. we hang out
4pm we buy booze. we sit in a park. we drink
6pm we go to T.'s house. we drink. we play cider hands. we drink
10pm we go to a club. we drink. we dance. we drink. we dance
 at some point i make out with M. who is not single. this happens repeatedly. D. is not impressed
3am we leave the club and eat
3.30am M. goes home. T. and L. go home. D. comes to mine. we sleep

saturday
9am we wake up. and sleep
10am we wake up. and sleep
11am we wake up and watch glee
12pm D. goes home. i watch tv
6pm i get off the sofa and have a shower
7pm leave for D.'s house
7.30pm get to D.s house. we drink
8pm T. and L. show up. we drink. we turn on eurovision
8.30pm C. tuns up. we drink. we make fun of eurovision
10.30pm eurovision points announced. drinking game begins. we drink. alot
11.30pm we are very very drunk
12am we watch scary movie
1.30am we watch scary movie 2. i fall asleep

sunday
9.30 i wake up. i go to sleep
12pm we wake up. we hang out
2pm we play monopoly. L. crushes us all
5pm we go to T.'s house. we hang out
7pm we play buzz
8.30pm we drink. we hang out
2am we watch bring it on
3.30am we watch 10 things i hate about you. D. falls asleep on me
5am we sleep

monday
1pm we wake up. we hang out
2.30pm T. and L. go to L.'s appointment. me, D. and C. go to macdonalds
3.30pm we all go to T.'s house. we hang out
5pm we play buzz
6.pm B. shows up. we play buzz
7pm we watch antm. i do some art. B. goes home
8pm we leave. T. L. C. and D. go to the cinema. i go home because im starting to notice that i havent changed my clothes in 3 day

and that was my weekend. i fucking loved it

Send home my long strayed eyes to me,
Which (Oh) too long have dwelt on thee.
John Donne

travel

these shoes have been to alcatraz

i want kids and i want them now!

irrationally speaking of course. rationally i know that im too young, too poor, too single and too living-with-my-parents. im also about to start university, which i hope will lead me straight into my career, which id like to do for a few years. there is also my relationship history - lets just say its unhealthy so, assuming i dont do it alone, id need a bit of practice there. and a million other reasons. but none of that stops my stupid irrational-mind yearning.
its incredibly frustrating though, wanting something so intently. as soon as i see a baby the feeling that i should have that rushes over me and its pretty hard to shake. and its not just babies, its any child under 6. and pregnant women. and puppies.

some awesome words

"...the truth is that privilege always lies with the majority. They're so used to being catered to that they see the lack of catering as an imbalance. They don't see anything wrong with having things set up to suit them, what's everyone's fuss all about? That's the way it should be, and everyone else should be used to not getting what they want..."
David Gaider

lies and the lying liars who tell them

i am jobless. yesterday i had a job. but i quit 2 weeks ago because i was pretty sure i had got another one. i havent. yet. might get picked up in the next intake. in 2 weeks. so im jobless. balls.