best wedding ever

the new mr and mrs got married yesterday. i wasnt at the actual ceremony, didnt hear the speeches, but the pub bit was awesome sauce. although my toe still hurts from the stupid shoes i wore. that i danced in. jump on it!

the show

and so its finally over. well, the show finished on saturday night and the get out on sunday but ive mostly been enjoying doing bugger all for a few days. twas quite nice.

went out clubbing on saturday for the girls birthday. somewhere far to expensive for me to drink and so far to expensive for me to even think about trying anything. also a couple of her friends came and her little sister and i dont know if they know so wasnt gona do anything that might be awkward for her. so apart from the longing and the soberness, it was a good night. she had a little nap on me on the way home. which was nice.

also had a hen do on sunday night. cos two of my friends are getting married which is ridiculous - we are 20! but apart from the wtf weirdness, its cool. theyve been together for like 5 years and lived together for at least 2. so it shouldnt be too surprising or unusual. but its still a little weird. i dont feel old enough or responsible enough for that.

my brother graduates tomorrow. english and film with a first. w00t

into the unknown

like a bird
that has flown
like a tree
that has grown

like a cathedral
rising from
a prison of stone

like a soul
flying from
a house of bone

i will leap
into the unknown

calling my life my own

shes lovely

mmmmmight have been lying before with the whole love thing. one of them is very very nice. whaaa

also, havent really been home the last few days. gotten very drunk, and epically sleep deprived, so general good times all round.

show opens on thursday. we are very not ready. also sad face cos when its over i wont hardly ever see my girl any more. unless she actually becomes my girl. so i have til saturday to make that happen.

also
went to a double bill of harry potter on thursday. that was fun. loads of the old gang went and it was really good to see everyone. but 3d kinda sucks. yea it looks nice, i guess but not enough to make the glasses worth it. especially if youre crying. which i definitely did not do

drop of a hat im as willing as, playful as a pussycat
momentarily out of action
temporarily out of gas

 and now i really need to pack. cos im staying nearer the theatre for the rest of the week. basically what ive been doing anyway, but with clean clothes!

and another thing

i have 2 new best friends from the cast. i think im in love. not actually. i just mean that they are all kinds of awesome. ok?

busy busy

ive been stage managing a show for the last 2 months or so. we open in two weeks. i was cast in it 2 days ago. we are that desperate. so quite busy