so i have run off to aber for a few days. tis fun, hanging out with M. who i may or may not have a small crush on. seriously though, i dont know. i wouldnt say no though. but i am a slag. oh did i mention hes a big gay? so chances are this will never become an issue.
why do i tell the internet this?
and this doesnt change anything about the girl. although im pretty much decided on not going there. what with the moving to birmingham thing - its probably not worth it is it?
what else have i done? i got drunk last night. fun. we had a picnic today. fun.
oooo and im getting a bike! yay!

the girl

so the girl knows that i like her. which isnt to say i told her - she asked a mutual friend - but she knows. probably. which means it might be getting to the point where i may actually have to do something about this, or forever hold my peace. and im not good at doing something about it. but also, another friend of mine made a very good point - im moving to birmingham for uni in a 6weeks. do i risk a friendship that im happy with for something that would turn long distance, or even end, so soon? or do i leave it, gtf over it, and keep a friend?

the girl is fairly new to openly (or secretly) dating girls. i dont know how new. but fairly. the mutual friend (who has known the girl for over 10years) doesnt know what her type is but to be fair, i dont really think the girl does either. but then i dont really believe in types

shes lovely

mmmmmight have been lying before with the whole love thing. one of them is very very nice. whaaa

also, havent really been home the last few days. gotten very drunk, and epically sleep deprived, so general good times all round.

show opens on thursday. we are very not ready. also sad face cos when its over i wont hardly ever see my girl any more. unless she actually becomes my girl. so i have til saturday to make that happen.

also
went to a double bill of harry potter on thursday. that was fun. loads of the old gang went and it was really good to see everyone. but 3d kinda sucks. yea it looks nice, i guess but not enough to make the glasses worth it. especially if youre crying. which i definitely did not do

drop of a hat im as willing as, playful as a pussycat
momentarily out of action
temporarily out of gas

 and now i really need to pack. cos im staying nearer the theatre for the rest of the week. basically what ive been doing anyway, but with clean clothes!