in other news

ive had a really good, and unusually social week. ran into a friend from college. twice. both times in clubs. when i was drunk. good times. i got drunk a lot this week. not that i need alcohol for socialising, it just was this week

ARGH!

ARGH! ARGH! ARGH! 2 weeks!!! ARGH!

isolation

i fear that will be my biggest issue at uni. im living in halls. an hours walk from my campus (il be cycling, hopefully) and EVERYONE ELSE from my school is in houses with other people from my school. EVERYONE. that is not an exaggeration - when i told the accommodations officer that i had applied for halls he seemed so confused

that gay boy i had a crush on, that i stayed with for a few days, that was fun.

but im back at home, in london now. hooray! i move to birmingham in less than 3 weeks. shit.

so i have run off to aber for a few days. tis fun, hanging out with M. who i may or may not have a small crush on. seriously though, i dont know. i wouldnt say no though. but i am a slag. oh did i mention hes a big gay? so chances are this will never become an issue.
why do i tell the internet this?
and this doesnt change anything about the girl. although im pretty much decided on not going there. what with the moving to birmingham thing - its probably not worth it is it?
what else have i done? i got drunk last night. fun. we had a picnic today. fun.
oooo and im getting a bike! yay!

less than 5 weeks till uni

and i dont have anywhere to live yet. i applied 2 months ago. whaaaaa

the girl

so the girl knows that i like her. which isnt to say i told her - she asked a mutual friend - but she knows. probably. which means it might be getting to the point where i may actually have to do something about this, or forever hold my peace. and im not good at doing something about it. but also, another friend of mine made a very good point - im moving to birmingham for uni in a 6weeks. do i risk a friendship that im happy with for something that would turn long distance, or even end, so soon? or do i leave it, gtf over it, and keep a friend?

the girl is fairly new to openly (or secretly) dating girls. i dont know how new. but fairly. the mutual friend (who has known the girl for over 10years) doesnt know what her type is but to be fair, i dont really think the girl does either. but then i dont really believe in types